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Friday, September 11, 2009

Currently
Guitar Legend: The RCA Years
By Chet Atkins
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Mespo random thoughts.

Well time for some more typing therapy. At about this time last year I was as stressed out as I have ever been in my life at the big siding job in West Virginia. The economy was melting and I had no work lined up for the winter and nothing saved up to live off of. So a couple of months later I was starting a new job and that has been a whirlwind of emotions as I learned things about myself I never knew and grew my worldview by at least ten-fold. Through it all I have managed to keep the bills paid and we still have our house and my above average kids and wife still love me and are healthy. I can't say enough about how much wealth I have discovered I have in my friends and family. Deb and I have BIG extended families and the older I get I value them all. I have traveled a lot and met a lot of interesting people but at the end of the day I consider myself blesed to be one of the small percentage of American adults that still live in the community where they grew up. In all the chaos of life I am grounded with roots in my family,church and community. I can in one week chat with someone I went to school with,an old neighbor,someone I worked with 10 years ago, swap stories with a fireman or fellow hunter or run into one of my grandparents friends. I am 4th generation Geauga County Miller and 3rd Schwartz and it is cool to be known as Dan P's Ida's boy.I am blessed. Wow. But in all the good feelings I feel sad about people I have lost over the years and the pain I am surrounded with. I want Ohio State to pound USC tomorrow but I am hoping to get a chance to stop at Mom's graveyard as well,it's where my Dad's mom is buried too.I recently listened to someone read the gifted Earnest Hemingway's "Islands In The Stream" and was completely drawn into the character's lives but there was no meaning to their stories. In the last sentence the hero dies. There was no meaning to his life and none in his death because he did not have a relationship with Jesus. So what I have thought alot about lately is what a blessing it is to have Jesus Christ as my center and grounding force. He has introduced me to the abundant Life. Life with meaning and a death with Hope of eternal lfe and excited reunions. 


Saturday, June 27, 2009

Facebook

Deb talked me into joining Facebook and wow you can waste a lot of time on there. When I was working in Boston 2 years ago there was a piece in the Boston Globe about the 2 college kids from Harvard that came to investors in Boston with this bizarre business plan for "social networking". No one was interested in investing so they took their idea to Califonia and now Facebook is part of the American lexicon and those two college kids are billionaires and employ thousands. Gotta get to work on my business plan for Complete Seamless Gutter Co. . Maybe franchising? Also listened to The Google Story a while back. Pretty much the same story. The two college kids wanted to sell thier model with the software for a cool million but there were no takers so they dropped out of school and are now too big and powerful in my estimation.


Sunday, June 21, 2009

Currently
Desiring God: Meditations of a Christian Hedonist
By John Piper
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Here's to Family

I am slowly coming out of one of my long Sunday naps that leave you comatose at one point. The brain waves are firing slowly, aided by the bowl of Strawberry Shortcake that I just ate.Whew, I was so tired this morning, Yesterday Deb's family came over to help on the house. Men helped on the drywall in Deb's room, women painted and kids pulled weeds, ate icees and played baseball. We ate well though, because my bride had planned for the National Guard to show up as well apparantly.

This old bag of bones is just so shamefully out of shape.Deb and I crawled into bed last night like we were in a nursing home somewhere. I told her before we went to sleep that I loved her but, I think she was sleeping already.But as I layed there I counted my blessings again and thought of the family that I had inherited along with my wife. My Father-in-law thinks that I am Norm Abrams and that makes me feel good inside because my Dad has always been a little puzzled by my carpentry skills or lack thereof. Deb's Mom thinks that I am OK as a dad and husband to her daughter but is perplexed by my humor. I regard all my brother-in-laws as my best friends and can talk to them about anything and don't keep tabs on who owes who what on all the labor on our houses that gets exchanged. Deb's sisiters all laugh appropriately at my jokes and keep all of their feelings about how I don't provide for thier big sister to themselves.My nieces and nephews are the brightest and best in their respective communities and I love being "Uncle Bob".

My favorite mug is in front of me, fragrant from the aroma of fresh ground Honduran coffee beans.

"For I am like a green olive tree in the house of God: I trust in the mercy of God forever and ever." Ps. 52:8


Saturday, June 13, 2009

Front Porch Rockers

The last two days were spent in Michigan on claims.I drove the entire way again and forgot to get audio books so I had to listen to Rush and Glenn Beck.Not good. Now I feel I have to stock up on ammo and spam and dig a bomb shelter.Sigh.

Deb called when I was almost home and told me Grandpa and Grandma Miller were in town and everyone was getting together at Dad's so I drove straight there. Got there before anyone else and just wandered around his little farm,leaning on the fence and watching the cows eat the fresh grass. He lives on one of the last unpaved roads in the county and its where I grew up. The only sound to be heard were the birds and the heady smells were of fresh grass, Mom's flowers and the faint cow smell.

Walked over to the front porch and sat back in the rocker that I have never been in, admiring my new Mom's flowers and watching a nervous hummingbird sipping nectar  a few feet from me.

While I was on the road I called Dad and said "Listen to this!". Bobby Bear was singing "Detroit City" and I cranked up the volume and let him hear. The song is about a man who sought his fortune but things didn't quite turn out the way he thought and now he just wants to be with the people that he knows love him."I wanna go home, I wanna go home. Oooooh Lord, I wanna go home". Its one of the songs my Dad used to always sing at work if he thought no-one was listening. We chuckled about it but here I was less than 24 hours later with the rare privilege of just sitting and doing nothing, surrounded by the memories of security and comfort and most of all love. Only I didn't know it back then. I just knew that Dad was there and Mom too. I was safe.

I tell you, I felt like the absolute luckiest man alive.

Later around a campfire Gramps was telling of where all he had been during the day. He had visited old friends that he had gone to school and church with. He looked up his old Amish schoolmate who is now the Bishop and they had a good talk. Here was one of the men that modeled forgiveness and grace to me. My saint of a grandma was there telling stories about where she grew up which just so happens to be where I now live.The kids were completing the cycle by loudly careening down the same hill that my brothers and I used to with our Big Wheels.A lovely lady,looking all chic,was there smiling and not acting at all upset that she wore the title of Mrs. Bob Schwartz.

So I quote Lou Gehrig "Today, I am the luckiest man alive".

 


Saturday, June 06, 2009

Currently
Casting Crowns
By Casting Crowns
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Saturday Morning Youtube Devotions

Its Saturday morning and I'm on the net reading any news that I missed while on my trip.Go to youtube to look up some Casting Crowns videos and then link to my nemesis Joel Osteen. Watch out Joel, if I ever...ever am in your presence I will make a scene for you to remember. Hmmmm, lets go to my hero John Piper. Amen John, preach the truth. YEAH.

Click on the link below for my thoughts on "prosperity gospel" articulated so much better by Rev. Piper.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mOPzFGSL2Sw



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